Woo! I’m on the cover of a magazine or some sort of book! Haha.  I’m bored and I’m waiting for my boyfriend to get home from work. It’s no fun not having him around. Our four years anniversary is coming up in a couple of months and I am looking forward to it! ^_^ Can’t believe how fast time is flying.

I’m also looking forward to Thanksgiving and Christmas. It’s going to be another fun year.

Okie dokies,

Au revoir for now

I think my brain is strange sometime. Lately, I’ve been sleep twitching while being conscious. It’s not like I’ve completely falling asleep. I’d lay in bed, think about random things in my head and out of no where an image of me falling of the stairs or slipping on something makes my body jerk. I only thought that only happens when you’re about to fall asleep? Well, I wasn’t; I was awake and thinking about things and out of now where I find myself falling off my bed or slipping on ice. When it happens, I’d be like … “Ok… but my brain is active and awake… ” I don’t understand why my brain is drifting into dreamland when it’s in the middle of thinking about something else. Weird it is.

I’ve been pondering about studying abroad. I would love to be able to study in Japan for a semester. Luckily, my school has a study abroad program. I’m going to go in and ask for some information. Money is a definite issue, so I think I will try to save up.

Yea. I think I will go do that. I don’t want to jump into it to fast. I need a plan…. Uhhmm.uhhm.

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Oiii… I just finished watching Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai (Calling You). This movie is about two lonely people reaching out to each other through ‘mental telephone.’  You can say, they are speaking to each other telepathetically. It’s such a sweet story, a sad story. I’m not going to write a review about this movie because I have a hard time writing something I feel passionate about. Make sense? I don’t know…

In a way, I think I can relate to Ryo Aihara. Maybe that’s why I like this movie…

I need to find a piano score for ‘Eternal Snow.’  I’d love to be able to play it on the piano…

“It’s said that after a person is born they will meet approximately 30,000 people before they die. Of those, the number of people you’ll meet and work with at school is 3,000. And of those, you’ll ultimately know 300. Among all those encounters, it’s said God has arranged a special someone for you. One made from before you were born. However, that bond of fate is invisible to everyone. And yet that unseen person in your destiny is connected to you by a  red string on your pinky…”

Another great Kdrama. I highly recommend it. 

“ You have more of an advatage when you’re the one loving less.”

Well.. I didn’t go to school today, because I didn’t feel too good. ..

My boyfriend came to pick me up and drove me to the mall today. He suprised me with a lime rickey =) He knew I didn’t feel well… I’m glad we got to spent some time together though… usually I don’t get to see him on Friday because of school and him working.

I woke up with one bad dream after another in one night. I had 3 bad dreams in one night, can you believe it?

My first bad dream was quite short and simple. I was walking on this familiar street located in the Highland where I live and I met this strange woman tending to her crops in the middle of the city, she was dress in a dark gray outfit with a head scarf  wrapped around her head to her chin. I then proceed to walked minding my own business and all of a sudden this crazy lady came out of nowhere and grabbed me by the neck with both her hands and try to choke me. She squeezed my neck so tight and that crazy look on her face scaredme to death. I woke up gasping for air in the middle of the night.

My second dream involve two suicide pilots. The first one was a failed suicide pilot who’d tried to crash his helicopter in a crowded campus area. I don’t remember much, I just remember hiding behind this building in case there was an explosion. Then another somehow, I dreamt that we’re in the middle of a graduation in a vast field and all of a sudden this airplane hovered above the field dangerously with graduate students and family members around. Somehow I got a hold of someone’s baby, and I was trying to find a safe spot to hide from the explosion and debris. I remember a great feeling of fear and sadness because I remember that my boyfriend was in that field in the middle of his graduation and that my sisters are somewhere. I kept on thinking whether they are safe or not. I suddenly receive a phone call from a friend and she asked me if I’d seen her sister. I told her no, hung up and thought of dialing my boyfriend’s number to see if he’s ok. I then woke up before I could even dial the number.

The third dream is about an alien invasion. I was with a group of people at this campus area. I remember arguing with my parents before I headed to the school campus, I left the hous angry. So I went inside the building and there were warning sirens and somehow we were confined in one place. Then in the tv monitor we see strange things happening. In my dream I see weird shade of colors in the sky, it was cloudy that day. I was with a group of people and I saw this guy, it could be my boyfriend… I don’t know, but some guy that I was romantically involve with in my dream and he happen to cheated on me or something. Anyways, we tried to move from the conference room into the auditorium but it seem as though it’s not safe. We headed outside instead and ran across the field to another campus building. I remember hanging out on the stairs outside of the entrance with other people and smoking a bunch of cigarrettes. I think a total of four. Then someone else joined me … and then I remember going inside and wanting to see my family and boyfriend and I ended up drop[ping to the floor and crying my eyes out and then I woke up.

So, yea it was very strange. I felt all kind of emotions. I see all sort of colors and experience what I hope to never experience in real life. The dream felt so real that I think I need to sort of wake up from it before I can find out if it’s real or not… I dunno know.

A few nights ago I’ve experienced something incredible, lucid dreaming. That’s right! I was aware that I was dreaming. In my dream I told myself that if I pinched my arm and it doesn’t hurt then I must be in a dream. I pinched myself in the dream and guess what? No pain. That convinced me. So, I decided to manipulate my dream, alter objects and whatnot. It was one of the most awesome experience ever. After that I woke up, told my boyfriend about my lucid dream only to find out that I was dreaming about telling him my lucid dream! HAH!

I’ve had a couple of lucid dreams in the past, but it’s a scary experience I don’t want to mention about. So there you have it. The human brain is certainly incredible and mysterious.